{"id":583,"date":"2016-10-13T16:34:39","date_gmt":"2016-10-13T16:34:39","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/blogs-staging.imperial.ac.uk\/studentblogs\/victoria14\/?p=583"},"modified":"2016-10-13T16:34:39","modified_gmt":"2016-10-13T16:34:39","slug":"throwback-thursday-eek-im-a-phd-student-october-2014","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogs-staging.imperial.ac.uk\/student-blogs\/2016\/10\/13\/throwback-thursday-eek-im-a-phd-student-october-2014\/","title":{"rendered":"Throwback Thursday &#8211; Eek I\u2019m a PhD student! (October 2014)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>This final #throwbackthursday looks back to the interview and application process for my PhD, I can hardly believe that is was two years ago and I am now a third year! #gulp<\/p>\n<p><!--more--><\/p>\n<hr \/>\n<hr \/>\n<p>Well technically I\u2019m a MPhil student, since you first register fro that and then apply for an \u2018upgrade\u2019. Checking some old text messages I was amused to find how they tracked the ups and downs of my application, interview and offer and gave me some reflection on the journey before I turn and look towards the path ahead.<\/p>\n<p>Evidently I was very nervous about the interview:<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/lh4.ggpht.com\/-1fBoOGNG2rE\/VE1rJXNRojI\/AAAAAAABBSo\/K0TtODBLKiU\/s1600-h\/capture22.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" title=\"capture2\" src=\"https:\/\/images-blogger-opensocial.googleusercontent.com\/gadgets\/proxy?url=http%3A%2F%2Flh3.ggpht.com%2F-cCAYVUAsarY%2FVE1rKzjq4_I%2FAAAAAAABBSw%2FroUPlMO5re0%2Fcapture2_thumb.jpg%3Fimgmax%3D800&amp;container=blogger&amp;gadget=a&amp;rewriteMime=image%2F*\" alt=\"capture2\" border=\"0\" \/><\/a> <a href=\"http:\/\/lh5.ggpht.com\/-hSb4MtcCLBw\/VE1rLr7hibI\/AAAAAAABBS4\/UiiuapfGyiM\/s1600-h\/Capture5.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" title=\"Capture\" src=\"https:\/\/images-blogger-opensocial.googleusercontent.com\/gadgets\/proxy?url=http%3A%2F%2Flh5.ggpht.com%2F-85i_JXsKWVI%2FVE1rM8C8j0I%2FAAAAAAABBTA%2FvBkJGZw5HCU%2FCapture_thumb1.jpg%3Fimgmax%3D800&amp;container=blogger&amp;gadget=a&amp;rewriteMime=image%2F*\" alt=\"Capture\" border=\"0\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>But I wasn\u2019t alone:<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/lh5.ggpht.com\/-NaR4T9BsPVs\/VE1rN_1oT7I\/AAAAAAABBTI\/B9QNPFpA8LY\/s1600-h\/Capture42.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" title=\"Capture4\" src=\"https:\/\/images-blogger-opensocial.googleusercontent.com\/gadgets\/proxy?url=http%3A%2F%2Flh5.ggpht.com%2F-tIuahNi_3ak%2FVE1rO1GsPNI%2FAAAAAAABBTQ%2Fhw4pLXWV_cw%2FCapture4_thumb.jpg%3Fimgmax%3D800&amp;container=blogger&amp;gadget=a&amp;rewriteMime=image%2F*\" alt=\"Capture4\" border=\"0\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>I hadn\u2019t! In part because I\u2019d fallen into my old trap of \u201cignore it and hope it goes away\u201d but also because I had been distracted my a new job I had just started! Anyway after some interview advice \/ pep talk the next day was <a href=\"https:\/\/blogs-staging.imperial.ac.uk\/studentblogs\/victoria14\/2015\/12\/31\/throwback-thursday-interviews-phds-and-other-scary-things-february-2014\/\">interview<\/a> time which was one of the most stressful things I have done so far. I was placed second, but to my delight the first choice candidate declined and a month later I received an email offering me the PhD scholarship:<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/lh6.ggpht.com\/-sQoHkHQAOUE\/VE1rQNaInvI\/AAAAAAABBTY\/oJA3eNtaUrc\/s1600-h\/Capture32.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" title=\"Capture3\" src=\"https:\/\/images-blogger-opensocial.googleusercontent.com\/gadgets\/proxy?url=http%3A%2F%2Flh6.ggpht.com%2F-oFqnDV6hYkU%2FVE1rRHmo4_I%2FAAAAAAABBTg%2FaFZvl4x-DAc%2FCapture3_thumb.jpg%3Fimgmax%3D800&amp;container=blogger&amp;gadget=a&amp;rewriteMime=image%2F*\" alt=\"Capture3\" border=\"0\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>So six months later I have started my PhD. Predictably I\u2019m stressed! It helps that I have some familiarity with both Imperial College and the Museum but the start of term at university is not an autism-friendly time, the campus was very busy with fresher\u2019s week stands, and I didn\u2019t feel up to looking around with all the crowds. However in the PREDICTS lab I feel I am settling in ok, I have attended lab meetings which are useful to hear what everyone has been up to and share recent papers. I am still feeling rather lost, but it is improving every day. I\u2019m trying to remember how I felt when I first started in the soil group, did I feel lost and like I didn\u2019t belong? I can\u2019t remember, but if I did it must have gotten better, so logically it will again.<\/p>\n<hr \/>\n<hr \/>\n<p>It&#8217;s interesting looking back at this post because although I have made progress but I am still finding being away from home very difficult and I really hoped I would have settled by now. At least I am coping enough to make progress on my work. I have had a extra difficult time lately with illness in the family and having to rewrite part of my 18 month report in order to continue with my PhD, but I am still determined to be Dr Burton!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>This final #throwbackthursday looks back to the interview and application process for my PhD, I can hardly believe that is was two years ago and I am now a third year! #gulp<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1033,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[96143,96598,1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-583","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-musings","category-throwback-thursday","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogs-staging.imperial.ac.uk\/student-blogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/583","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogs-staging.imperial.ac.uk\/student-blogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogs-staging.imperial.ac.uk\/student-blogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogs-staging.imperial.ac.uk\/student-blogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1033"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogs-staging.imperial.ac.uk\/student-blogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=583"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/blogs-staging.imperial.ac.uk\/student-blogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/583\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogs-staging.imperial.ac.uk\/student-blogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=583"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogs-staging.imperial.ac.uk\/student-blogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=583"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogs-staging.imperial.ac.uk\/student-blogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=583"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}